Video a buffo.

A grande richiesta (cosa assolutamente inventata, ma fa figo e magari mi aiuta a risalire la china del pageranking) ho aggiunto lo spazio video (courtesy of YouTube - Broadcast yourself. Fa figo anche lui). Per quanto possibile dati i miei numerosissimi impegni (vedi parentesi precedenti) cercherò di aggiornarlo il più spesso possibile; su base quotidiana sarebbe il top, poi vediamo eh. Chi è stato molto attento avrà già notato l'avvicendarsi di due video musicali; oggi però mi sentivo un po' abbacchiata e ho cercato un video di Colorado Café, di uno dei miei personaggi preferiti di tutti i tempi: Giginho. Ecco, io lo amo. Fatevi una risata, e magari pure il karaoke (vi metto il testo, vah).

Sega..estasi di un momentu..
senza corteggiamentu..
fantasia cristallina..
grandi atto di autostima..
fedele amica..

Sega..
causa du calu da vista..
pane per l’oculista..
scoperta du erutismu..
incompresa dau catechismu..
sega da sempre è felisidà..
a portada di mau..
un primo esempio di realtà virtuau..

ugualmente ben vista di destra..e di sinistra..
e quindi..politicamente trasversau..

Sega..vantu du adulesenti..
rimpiantu du imputenti..
sconfitta da femminista..
tentasau du seminarista..
la vida è un sogno che tu le puoi dedicau..
quando il tuo amore va via..
sega..un apostrufu rosa..
sopra la malinconia
e da solo o con gli amici campionau..
per diventare da sega..
campioni mundiau!!

(qui trovate ADDIRITTURA LA TABLATURA!)

I'm going blank.

(soundtrack: The Cinematic Orchestra - To build a home)

I'm out of inspiration.
I'm bored, disillusioned. I hate the fact I'm wasting my precious time to write dozens of pages of complete and utter randomness and more than that I hate the fact that a) I'll have to hold a presentation of all that in front of a bunch of people who couldn't care less about it and b) nobody (except for someone, and that someone has all of my understanding and gratitude) will ever read even half a line of it. (And that's why I need to produce a trilingual version of the abstract).
My head feels so heavy, all I can think of is throwing some random clothes into a bag and leaving for a couple of days. And I can't.
It makes me want to cry and smash my head against a very hard wall to see if this gives me some sort of relief.

scene da una noia mortale pre-ultimo esame (pacco) a luglio.

Credo che questa foto rispecchi perfettamente il reiterato stato di noia mortale di questo preciso momento: la tesi sembra non finire mai, passo le mie giornate in facoltà e le notti al computer trascinando l'ultimo capitolo avanti stancamente, una parola dopo l'altra, con una lentezza esasperante, ormai completamente prosciugata di idee e forze. Ancora pochi giorni. Spero.
Davvero, comincio a credere che non ce la farò mai, con un professore che per quanto tutto ciò sia assurdo (mi servono giusto un paio di punti al massimo) continua ad accanirsi sul mio lavoro e farmi scrivere decine e decine di pagine che nessuno leggerà. Io non so più a che santo votarmi per avere l'ispirazione, non esiste materiale e tutto quello che ho scritto - 60 sudatissime pagine, forse qualcuna in più - è farina del mio sacco e basta.
Aiutatemi a uscire dal tunnel :P

Comunque dite quello che vi pare, a me questa foto piace tantissimo :D

Little Queenie of the Booth

{Soundtrack: Limp Bizkit- Hold on}

Second week of introductory courses is now gone. Yay, we're having a long weekend because tomorrow's classes were called off. What is a bit less pleasant is that this is most certainly going to be the last bit of free time we're getting until June, apart from Easter and Christmas of course. This implies I'll have to try and do things like going to the hairdresser's or go and look for the outfit for my graduation (still planned for November) and hopefully find it... unless I want to show up in torn jeans, purple Dr Martens and my beloved Jamiroquai t-shirt. Well, whatever. Happiness is what truly counts, and the feeling I'm learning a bit every day is as rewarding as shopping could never be. (and if I dare to say so, it's because it's true. *lol)
I get back knackered in the evenings and I barely have the energy to get things ready for the next day and give a last, quick look at the papers but it feels so freakin' exciting...
I got thrown in the booth along with the *CSI S. Leonardo mob* -as we love to call ourselves- and we did surprisingly well in our first proper attempt to interpret simultaneously. I was like on cloud nine and couldn't believe my ears whilst doing that thing as mechanically as I never thought I would do for the first time to begin with.
By the way I'm madly in love with the mob, they're just as crazy as I am and I've also elected my personal guru for the time being, i.e. the craziest one among all of us. We're already starting to plan a get-wasted-every-night tour for... we don't know when but what we know is that it's going to be fun ^_^. {Fra, se mai leggerai sta pagina, sappi che sei te la guru [di stamminchia, ça va sans dire]!}

really really ridiculously...happy.

{soundtrack: We are the Pipettes - (Pipettes)}

I'm feeling ridiculously happy and excited about the *brand new shiny era* of my life that is starting right now. I hadn't felt as happy, excited, proud and motivated as this year for a long time, and I'll do everything in my due power to make this feeling last... forever, or at least for as long as I can.
The first introductory class for the Master's Degree courses this afternoon blew me away... the head of department was extremely harsh towards us ('There are fifteen of you... but I can't assure everyone that they're going to reach the final exam at the end of next year.') but I appreciated her honesty and it's boosted my motivation even more, if that's ever possible.
I so feel that this is the right place for me and the right time, I just want to make the most out of it and build up the basis for my future career... and I am immensely grateful for all the additional strength and support I get on a daily basis from my family and my beloved friends. Most of them live a long way away from here, but despite that they never fail to make me feel they're there for me, no matter what happens.
I am SO indescribably happy.